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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Guns N Roses: The Best Concert of 2011 (November 15, 2011 - Allstate Arena - Rosemont, IL)

Guns N Roses: The Best Concert of 2011
Allstate Arena – Rosemont, IL
November 15, 2011
By Anthony Kuzminski

It was after 2am Wednesday morning in the suburbs of Chicago when a sky on confetti, flames and pyrotechnics brought “Paradise City” to a conclusion. The eight members of Guns N’ Roses disappeared momentarily before they reappeared to take their bows. Watching the eight insanely talented current members stand shoulder-to-shoulder I immediately had a revelation hit me; this current incarnation of Guns N’ Roses performed the very best concert I’ve seen in 2011. I’ve seen nearly eighty acts perform this calendar year and none played out of their skins the way Guns N’ Roses did. Thinking back over the last two years I can only think of a handful of other acts who even came close (Michael Franti, James, U2, Butch Walker and John Mellencamp). From the torrid guitars to the surging tempos to the embittered confessions of Axl Rose’s vocals, every note wrung out from their instruments rang with a sense of irrefutable authenticity.

At 11:10pm, the intro music to the Showtime series Dexter came on inside the Allstate Arena. The lights dimmed and shadows made their way to the stage and the occasional instrument could be seen. As a slow burning build began, guitarist DJ Ashba stood on top of a raised platform tearing through the opening riff of “Chinese Democracy”. Followed by a titanic pyrotechnic eruption, the crowd roared as one man made his way to the front of the stage; Axl Rose. Some singers go on stage and perform, but right from the opening notes of “Chinese Democracy” Rose wailed like a man possessed. Five years ago I witnessed one of the greatest concerts of the decade when Rose gave a performance for the ages. He didn’t have an album to promote and he was battling an ear infection and strep throat. None of this was evident to my eyes as he had something to prove and his appetite of determination exceeded everything else. It was that evening when I became a believer of what he is trying to accomplish. The original band, which I adore and respect beyond words, become secondary to me from that moment on. Five years later he has returned to Chicago with a record under his belt and a slightly modified but deeply dynamic group of musicians backing him and the crazed enthusiasm was the same. In 2006 it was about the sheer determination of Axl Rose, whereas this time it was about the band flexing their muscular strength showing everyone they’re more than a hyped cover band…but a honest to goodness band that utterly owned these songs.

For “Welcome to the Jungle”, eighteen guitar strings attacked the crowd as Tommy Stinson’s bass was expressive and powerful. “It’s So Easy” featured Stinson harmonizing with Rose on verse and chorus in a sneering manner. Throughout the evening, there was an unspoken dialogue between Stinson and Rose as the two men led the other six into battle. Tommy Stinson funneled the groove of “Rocket Queen” where Rose slithered across the stage. “You Could Be Mine” began with intentional distorted chaos before the band converges into overdrive amidst flames and pyrotechnics. “Nightrain” found guitarist DJ Ashba making his way half way through the arena on the chairs on the side of the stage, all the while without missing a note. Rose, the band’s three guitarists and Stinson freely roamed the main stage sprinting past one another in an almost dizzying manner. The drums, piano and instrumentalist Chris Pittman were on an elevated platform towards the back of the stage which Rose and Ashba often climbed for certain songs. The stage was vast and surrounded by seven screens providing animation, clips and up-close shots of the band as they dashed across the stage.

The songs from Chinese Democracy were wisely sprinkled throughout the set allowing them to unfurl on the crowd. “Sorry” featured a joint solo by DJ Ashba and Ron "Bumblefoot" Thal. You hear the pain on record, but you feel the throbbing heartbeat bounce off your chest in concert. “This I Love” found Rose removing his sunglasses and delivering an especially heartrending vocal. There may be some who feel I’m going easy on Rose but I can assure you, I’m not. I’ll be the first to tell you if I felt he was faking his way through all of this, he’s not. As the song rang to its finish, Rose stood motionless on top of an amp at the front and center of the stage even after the lights had dimmed. This isn’t about show boating but most likely recomposing himself after the psychological cleanse he just experienced. “Madagascar” and “Shackler's Revenge” were especially notable for the guitar work of Bumblefoot (utilizing a double neck electric guitar) Richard Fortus who showed off his six-pack as his wavy shirt flew open. Both musicians elevated the songs and these performances stand apart from their studio counterparts with great stage potency. These tactile assaults were delivered from an indestructible foundation the seven band members forged. The pining, scorn and bewilderment that embodies Chinese Democracy were more tangible in concert.

Drummer Frank Ferrer was also a sight to behold on the raised stage he shared with Dizzy Reed and instrumentalist Chris Pittman. When I saw the band in 2006, they shocked and awed with their forceful willpower. Ferrer had just joined the band a few months earlier in 2006 and his drumming while spot-on didn’t go outside of the lines. He had yet to put his own stamp on the songs. Flash forward five years and he crushed his drum kit with a meticulous swing which he brought to the whole show. He knew precisely when to reign in his bare knuckle drumming and also when to unleash the monster within. His drumming in the band Love Spit Love (which featured Psychedelic Furs singer Richard Butler and current GN’R guitarist Richard Fortus) was tender and yearning especially on the cut “Am I Wrong”. He has presence and precision generates an outpouring of emotions as his beat slowly tickles the inner psyche perfectly complimenting the vocal. Back in 2006, Bumblefoot was new to the band and for his guitar solo, he performed “Don’t Cry” in its entirety without any vocals. This time around he delivered a winking solo of the “Pink Panther Theme” followed by the entire band nailing “Don’t Cry”, which made a most welcomed return. Rose’s grief-stricken vocal reverberated throughout the arena.

Taking a page from Springsteen, Rose clearly knows what he’s up against. Slowly but surely he’s upping his game with every tour and made sure the backing musicians are more than great players but musicians who do more than replicate mere notes but who are open to an active collaboration. These eight members perform each of the songs with brazen confidence that spilled over into their performances. There are those who will never welcome this incarnation of the band. I wish it wasn’t the case as this band deserves to be seen, heard and above all else admired for doing the impossible; making these classic songs their own. “Sweet Child O’ Mine” was a showcase for the triple guitar assault of DJ Ashba, Bumblefoot and Richard Fortus. Ashba performed the luminescent opening riff, Bumblefoot replicated the solo with beauty and Fortus channeled Ron Wood on unbelievable and mean rhythm guitar. All three guitarists amazed as they traded off solos, rhythm guitar and arena rock flashiness.

Much has been written about the extended solos and jams the band execute and they’ve often been chastised for being overlong. To my eyes, they gave each member a chance to flex their powers in front of the crowd. None of these showcases felt superfluous and often featured exhilarating covers. Bassist Tommy Stinson and the band embodied their punk pasts through a bracing cover of the Who’s “My Generation”. Dizzy Reed’s piano solo defied logic. He shred the keys like a guitar God, but instead of aimless jamming, he delivered “Baba O’Riley” in a thunderous rendition where until the very last section, was completely absent of anything other than his hands upon the keys of the big baby grand piano. Without question, it was the most enthusiastically received of the solo spots. What initially felt like an aimless jam wound up being “Another Brick In The Wall Pt. 2” and when it ended Axl Rose was behind the piano facing the crowd at the front of the stage where he found his bearings, performed a snippet of Elton John’s “Someone Saved My Life Tonight” before leading into a astounding “November Rain”. For the epic sway of the finale, all three guitarists and Stinson surrounded the piano and the band rode this one home victoriously. Forget the video or the images in your mind, watching this band transport this song in concert is the physical equivalent of being hit by lightning. They’re so in tune with one another and this nearly ten-minute epic and its pyrotechnic rain shower exploded off the stage.

Two AC/DC covers, “Riff Raff” and “Whole Lotta Rosie” were vitalizing and brought out the inner child of Rose and he danced and looked happy beyond words to be on the concert stage. On “Patience” Fortus and Bumblefoot tenderly played their acoustic guitars while Ashba’s electric guitar was aimed squarely at the heart giving a wholly distinctive feel to the song that differs from how I’ve heard it before. Much credit must be given to Ashba as he helped the band achieve a sense of majesty through his towering stage presence and fiery guitar work. Next to Rose, he spent the most time wandering the stage, climbing rails and even venturing into the crowd. His presence was undeniable; you could not take your eyes off of him. More importantly, he became the heir apparent to these guitar riffs and solos. He didn’t merely play them, he embodied them.

What differentiates Guns N’ Roses from many of their contemporaries is the emotional wallop their songs present. The masterful pairing of “Estranged” (from Use Your Illusion II) and “Better” (from Chinese Democracy) featured not just tip-top performances but unrelenting emotions pour out on the stage. There’s a difference between Axl Rose and just about every other performer. I don’t personally believe that Rose is a “performer”. Sure, he puts his shoes, pants, shirt, necklace, hat and sunglasses but it’s not a stage uniform or something to make him look hip or cool. He is simply Axl Rose. The disparity between say Gene Simmons and Axl is that Simmons is playing a character whereas Rose is out there doing wrestling with something most acts can’t capture even with bait. Rose knows there’s a place within that he goes when the lights go out. Whether he goes there or he needs to purge it, I can’t say but when you hear his pining wail on “Estranged” you don’t just believe it-you feel it. On “Better” the band reached new heights and went into a rarefied kill zone that most acts hope to find once a show and for other acts, they’re fortunate to find it once a tour. It’s a moment where something from within pours out and is so irrefutable, that those in the audience who are paying attention stand up, take notice and their entire thought process changes. It’s here where you realize this isn’t an ego trip or even a group of insanely talented musicians all on one stage. It’s a band whose combined expressive efforts show us a part of ourselves we didn’t know existed until we heard these songs. It awakes a part inside we forgot about and hid. Many say that when things are normal they feel most alive. I’d dare to say when we are at our darkest moments is when we feel most alive. We’re not guaranteed happiness when we unfurl ourselves from our mother’s womb. We’re faced with two hard realities at those first moments; pain and death. No one is immune to it and despite what anyone says, no amount of money or fame can soothe it. More than any other artist in this planet, Axl Rose lets us inside his world. The acts that do this dwindle by the day. Too many are making grand gestures about the world they feel will be good publicity for them whereas music is at its best when it speaks directly to you. One of the reasons Appetite for Destruction and Use Your Illusion were so celebrated was because of their inherent realism. The same can be said of Chinese Democracy which few were open minded enough to allow it unfold. You may have a specific image of Guns N’ Roses in your head you can’t let go of, but if you allow yourself to put that picture away for three hours, you will witness more than a evening of nostalgia but a exorcism of one man’s demons and a group of musicians that will defy the odds and take you places you never knew existed. The nearly three hour show was chock full of hits, covers, extended jams and a plethora of biting material from the controversial Chinese Democracy. Guns N’ Roses isn’t a group of musicians merely trying to recapture past glories, they’re making their own history.

Anthony Kuzminski is a Chicago based writer and Special Features Editor for the antiMusic Network. His daily writings can be read at The Screen Door. He can be contacted at thescreendoor AT gmail DOT com and can be followed on Twitter

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Monday, November 14, 2011

Butch Walker & Will Hoge Birthday Celebration (+ Double Door Concert Reviews)

 I have no idea how I never new this before, but Will Hoge and Butch Walker celebrate the same birthday. If I had to pick a pair of artists I had to watch live on a concert stage for the rest of my life, I'd pick these two. Both leave a pint of blood on the stage every night. They're the two most consistent live performers alive for my money.

And I didn't realize they both shared a birthday until today. I've seen both acts in recent weeks at the Double Door. Both performances reminded me why I love music so much.

Read about Hoge's performance HERE and Butch Walker's performance HERE. 

Concert Review: Ace Frehley- Chicago, IL 11/9/11 House of Blues

Ace Frehley
Concert Review- November 9, 2011
House of Blues – Chicago, IL
By Anthony Kuzminski

Ace Frehley is experiencing a well deserved resurgence. After leaving KISS in 2002, he vanished. He wasn’t abducted by aliens and didn’t take any magical pills that made him invisible; he simply turned inward, took care of himself and came out on the other side. Much of his life is chronicled in his excellent new memoir No Regrets where Frehley sets the story straight about his time in and out of KISS. Back in 2008 when he ventured to the road for his first solo tour in almost fifteen years, everyone held their breath but what occurred on the stage was an eye-opening experience. Here he was onstage rebooted and ready to rock. His no-nonsense band and Frehley’s catalog of music flourished. The truth is KISS fans are experiencing the best of both worlds. KISS is out on the road, still providing the flash and pizzazz they’re known for, whereas Frehley is performing in more intimate venues tearing through a rather exciting set of songs, many of which KISS has not or will not be performing again any time soon. It’s for this reason alone I find Frehley’s solo shows a must see every time they roll through town. His recent visit to the House of Blues in Chicago did not disappoint with Frehley delivering a KISS heavy set full of hits and deep album cuts.

Opening the show was a rugged and read hard rock band with a tip of the hat to 80’s rock, The Biters, but who clearly understand the passage of rock n’ roll history. They embody an area between Joan Jett, Tom Keifer and Liam Gallagher. This was their last show with Frehley, but trust me when I say you need to check them out if for no other reason than their driving cover of “I Need To Know” by Tom Petty which they introduced as “We’re going to play a cover and if you’re a Nickelback fan, you won’t know it”. Tongue-in-cheek for sure, but they’re sweat filled set was wholly memorable and I hope this is the first stepping stone to something bigger and better.

Ace Frehley, supported by three top-tier musicians took to the stage for a 100-minutes set with the intro music of “Fractured” before the Alive II track “Rocket Ride” took off. Astoundingly the song was never performed on any of the KISS reunions and this was one of plentiful highlights for KISS fans. Followed immediately by “Parasite” from Hotter Than Hell, Frehley and the band took the evening into overdrive and never looked back. The band is exceptionally well rehearsed but they’re not a well oiled machine lacking soul. They’re collective gusto leaps off the stage; drummer Scott Coogan is a marvel behind the kit and even took the lead vocals on several songs. Guitarist Todd Youth flexed his cocky six-string snarl with zest and bassist Anthony Esposito held the four piece together with his bracing rhythm and beats. All four band members took their turns at the microphone and despite what one may feel, it never ventured into cover band territory. Frehley was dressed in a leather jacket, sunglasses and complimented throughout the whole set by a series of Les Paul guitars.

Free from the shackles of space boots and layers of make-up, Frehley and his band tore through their 100-minute set like a well rehearsed garage band. This was refreshing. “Sister” from his excellent 2009 album, Anomaly was sadly the sole track from the record but proved this was an evening about more than mere wistfulness. Music fans live in the past, grow restless when acts perform new songs, but “Sister” captured the thrill of his best songs. Call me crazy, but I felt this was Frehley’s best guitar solo of the evening. “Rock Soldiers” threw the crowd into a frenzy with their fists flying in the air. The band's sonic grandiosity was showcased superbly on “Snowblind” with a “I Want You” coda. “What’s On Your Mind” was performed for the first time in Chicago from his 1978 solo record. Like George Harrison before him, Frehley was undervalued and underappreciated in the confines of KISS. He was released from the shackles placed upon him and he soared with the solo release in 1978. To his credit, his solo work has always been consistent with his best post-KISS releases being Trouble Walkin’ and Anomaly. He seemed more at ease and it showed in his playing.

The evening was split between stone cold KISS classics such as “Love Gun”, “New York Groove” (with an enthused sing-a-long), “Shock Me” (with smoking guitar), “Deuce” and “Shout It Out Loud” which featured all four band members trading off on vocals. The other half of the show was gripping in ways KISS shows aren’t. This isn’t a criticism of their shows but when performing to 10,000 people, acts shy away from unfamiliar material but Frehley knows these are hidden aces up his sleeve. The classic KISS catalog is stronger than most give it credit for, including KISS themselves. “Love Her All I Can” from Dressed to Kill is a song most have forgotten. Coogan and bassist took lead vocal duties while Frehley sat back and wailed away on his guitar like it was 1975. The psychedelic acoustic ditty “2000 Man” from the Rolling Stones Their Satanic Majesties Request is an absolute reinterpretation and perfectly suited for Frehley’s persona. The live version surpasses the studio cut ten fold with Coogan’s drums burning with power. Before introducing “She” Frehley told the crowd, “This is the correct way to play it”. A primary example of where arena rock bombast was absent and real blood, sweat and strings ruled. The sweating sexual intensity could be smelt inside the House of Blues with a solo that was greeted with open arms. The song was so influential that they key and tempo was modeled by Pearl Jam guitarist Mike McCready of Pearl Jam on “Alive”. “Hard Times” from Dynasty was a huge shock while “Strange Ways” was menacing like Godzilla on a rampage. Todd Youth belted out “Flaming Youth” is an energizing performance.

The four musicians onstage were ferocious and fearless. Minimal over thinking occurred and they let their guts lead the way. This show transcended mere nostalgia but owes more to serving justice to the legacy. I’m sure Frehley has his detractors, but he’s does the best with what he has and in my estimation, this is a triumph. He delivered song after song with minimal flair and let the music do the talking. There may be technically better singers, guitarists and performers, but few can cast a net as wide as Ace Frehley. Between the last few live shows I’ve seen, his recent memoir and Anomaly, Ace Frehley is more vital than he ever has been. Despite only having a handful of solo records, he has never had a shortage of songs in his arsenal. This current tour is a showcase for his playing, which may not compare to the likes of Keith Richards or Jimi Hendrix, but it’s hard to argue that between 1976 and 1986 that almost anyone who picked up a guitar did so in some shape or form because of Ace Frehley. Inside of the House of Blues, I watched Frehley speak his own unique language through his six-string and it was the most impressive playing I’ve seen him display, even surpassing the 1996 KISS reunion tour. He may no longer be performing with KISS but that doesn’t mean he isn’t playing with a loaded and more potent deck than anyone could have imagined.

Anthony Kuzminski is a Chicago based writer and Special Features Editor for the antiMusic Network. His daily writings can be read at The Screen Door. He can be contacted at thescreendoor AT gmail DOT com and can be followed on Twitter

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Guns N' Roses- 'Chinese Democracy' Album Review & Reflection

Guns N’ Roses- ‘Chinese Democracy’
Album Review and Reflection
By Anthony Kuzminski
Published in conjunction with antiMUSIC.


  • Read my 2006 live review, Appetite of Determination HERE
  • Read my review of Appetitle of Destruction HERE
  • Read my review of the Use Your Illusion albums HERE


Three years ago Chinese Democracy was unleashed upon the world and sadly the rock press had little to say about it. This amazed me because we live and die for artists willing to burn themselves at the stakes and yet no one bothered to really see what was being expressed inside of the record. A distressing reality is that as most acts are unwilling to let us behind their own private curtain in fear of alienating the audience or daring to be uncommercial. If Adele has taught us anything in the past year, it’s all about being genuine and not hiding behind melodies, hooks and razzle-dazzle videos. The world seeks artists whom they can see eye-to-eye with. When Axl Rose and his new incarnation of Gun N’ Roses unleashed Chinese Democracy in November of 2008, instead of having people dissect and relish it everyone appeared to throw up a collective sigh. Instead of focusing on the music most of the press focused on who wasn’t playing guitar, how long it took and the behind the scenes drama in bringing the album to store shelves. In their ever reaching goals to stake claim to dwindling readership most forgot to hone in on what matters above all else; the music. As Rose and his new musicians trekked through the battlefields of heartache and despondency they came ready armed with a guitar army and a pained voice which evoked the siege of one’s eternal chill. We chastise artists when domestic bliss interferes with record making and yet when Axl Rose releases a collection of songs where he explains the emotional holocaust of his life, few took note.

Chinese Democracyis a testament to one man’s anguish and how he tries to wade his way through this existence. These fourteen songs are a series of brave and stark revelations that define his reality. Whether he’s pulling this from within or not you can’t say but I’ll go on the line and say I personally believe these are first person narratives. His vocals are too heated and ardent for them not to be. I can’t help but feel that in a different time and place where one was able to digest, experience these songs visually or even share a sort of recurring affair with them on the radio they would have found a way to seep themselves into people’s minds and hearts and then eventually through intense sing-a-longs in concert. Plain and simple, the world judged a book by its cover and missed out on one of the most emotionally bare records of the last decade.

The album opens with a punctured riff and an anguished howl that commences a dark and tormenting journey. The title cut, “Chinese Democracy” was inspired by the Martin Scorsese film Kundun. Rose caught it on television and seeing this world religious lead be alienated and exiled from his home is something Rose can relate to. In previous interviews he has delved into the deep psychological drama that scarred him during his formative years in Indiana. He left for Los Angeles because he had nowhere else to roam. Since then, he’s lived a nomadic life out of the public eye never revealing too much of himself, except in his music. The theme of being held back but always trying to break on through begins here as he tackles political social and severely delicate issues. “Shackler’s Revenge” is an upsetting tale of dealing with demons of the past and trying to reconcile the loss of love (“I don’t believe you”). The wailing chorus is severe and there is a clear-cut accusation here with no holding back. People use words to express their care but all too often it’s spoken by people where honesty is not one of their virtues. “Street of Dreams” feels like a sequel of sorts to “November Rain” and “Estranged”, albeit shorter. An overriding question is whether you find your way back as Rose looks inside the mirror attempting to make sense of what went wrong (“What I thought was beautiful/ Don’t live inside you anymore”) with someone he once felt was so pure and perfect. Originally titled “The Blues”, its arrangement is a variation of the trails his idols Queen and Elton John previously traveled. To be this extreme and spew forth as much indignation Rose does, you have to apprehend that he feels this way because he experienced overpowering love. When Rose puts his heart into something it’s all-in. His life appears to be a series of life altering experiences where he attempts to shield away the demons of the past. However, when the music ends he’s not left with beauty but anguish which he can file away into a closet of pain. It’s almost as if he’s trying to will those who wronged him to see the error of their ways in the hopes the love they shared will return. You sense he knows this is hopeless, but once you’ve experienced a deep love, you always hold out hope it will return one day.

“If the World” is a revolution of the inner soul fighting with the world at large. Witnessing turmoil and agony the world over on his tours, Rose presents one of his most inspired tracks with a worldly acoustic guitar leading the way. “Scraped” is a scorching rocker of insolence (“Don’t you try and stop us now”) while “Sorry” houses moments of morose glum and a serene chorus where Rose almost monotonously sings holding his emotions at bay for the sake of the song. The lyrics are a conquest of his internal will. The dual acoustic opening guitars on “I.R.S.” fill the harmony as it is sprinkled by an electric slap when plugged in. These tie back to the title track, “I feel like I’m living inside this song”, a man without a place to call home on a journey without a roadmap. The narrator is looking for vengeance against the crime of his heart but no matter who answers his call, the victory will be hollow. “Madagascar” is sung with such self-discipline you begin to wonder if Rose went through some transformation throughout the course of writing and recording. Snuck in at the back of the album, it’s a shrewd blend of sadness and dread. “This I Love” channels the spirit of Freddie Mercury in a solemn piano ballad. When a relationship ends, your mind and heart play tricks on you causing you to pray for an experience where these feelings can’t be felt. You wish you never had known such highs so the come down wouldn’t have been as inhuman. Rose’s vocal inflections on the lyric “Make me feel so alive” standout as drums are absent fro the first half of the song and the tranquil arrangement is resolute to ensure we have heard his plea. Despite being separated from someone who was once such an integral part of your life, you can’t help but drive by their house and revisit special places in search of the tiniest jolt of euphoria you once experienced. We may smirk and say we’ve never done this but we would be lying. We continually question why this person didn’t say good bye when they left. One may feel that fourteen songs are too many to dedicate to the longing and loss of a relationship, but I’d say that anyone who says that has truly never loved.

“Catcher in the Rye” is a song that still puzzles me but the “Lana nana na na na” choruses are as conquering as anything Rose has laid down on tape. The love, the sting, the sorrow and the ephemeral joys of life burst to life through an unmitigated jam at the end. It’s almost as if he has flashes of happiness in his dreams and can recapture these fleeting moments in the studio for us to savor. “There Was a Time” features a hypnotic multi-track chant at the end (“I would do anything for you”). It begins and ends with the choral sounds of voices like a cathedral that could be mistaken for a wedding or even a funeral. Rose and the band tear through their instruments channeling all of their sway through their hands in a way no lyric could ever do. Something virtually no reviewer ever hit upon was what a crack team of musicians Rose put together for this record. While many members came and went during the recording of the record, their emotional mark was left on the songs giving Chinese Democracy a cinematic feel.

“Better” is a belting battle cry where colossal highs are followed by demoralizing lows more aching than detoxing off hard drugs. After the damage has been done, we try to make sense of the calamity that has befallen us. In an almost comatose manner we obsess, wallow and fall into deep depression. However on “Better”, arguably the greatest songs Rose has ever written, Guns N’ Roses has never sounded more defiant. The operatic arrangement is wholly unleashed at 2:22 and it comes to a head with an orchestra or guitars dueling off in battle where bullets are replaced with venom (“I never wanted you to be someone afraid to know themselves”). “Better” is about experiencing a loss of faith only to come through on the other side. It’s a coming to terms of one’s personal conviction, understanding their heart and mind and casting a web around the one who unleashed such pain. The fury from within is on display through the band’s volcanic performance and Rose’s greatest vocal ever.

As Axl Rose clamors for understanding, he’s complimented by unswerving performances that truly invite us into his world. I can’t help but think if it was released by someone like Neil Young it would have been heralded as a heart crushing magnum opus and not for the faint of heart. Music is a profoundly personal experience and one of the joys in sharing it with people is to see their sundry reactions. Despite writing these words, I don’t fully expect everyone to embrace Chinese Democracy. GN’R’s legacy between their image and the sound of their records is tattooed into the soul of many and this alone does not allow them to listen without prejudice. There’s nothing wrong with this as some of them simply can’t look past it. This isn’t something you can fully fault them for the same way a child may never warm to a step parent. But I wish they would take note of this record with an open mind and above all else an empathetic heart. Few artists are as willing to allow anyone, let alone the whole world, this deep into their psyche. Chinese Democracy is a startling confessional from a man long misunderstood. Despite having heard the album as a whole a few dozen times in the last few years, I am not sure if there is any silver lining in the record unless the actual writing and recording of these songs provided a therapeutic resolution. While I can understand while this record was not made for everyone, I can’t forgive those who judge it based on what they feel like it should be. Axl Rose weaves tales of a cataclysmic series of events in his life of such astonishing enormity that I don’t think he has ever recovered from them. It used to be we hailed these works of art as courageous but these days we’re more concerned with headline grabbing quotes instead of what really matters; the music.

We walk a thin line in life putting up a front and rarely letting anyone in. People ask us how we are and we give them a stock answer very rarely ever showing who we truly are or what we genuinely feel. The opening of one’s self is one of the boldest things anyone can choose to do with their life. Despite this, when artists expose themselves to the world, depending on our own frame of mind, we all too often stand there with blades in hand ready to shred someone to pieces because the artist doesn’t fit into our vision. Does anyone really think the world was ready or wanted Nebraska by Bruce Springsteen when released in 1982? No, but over time they came to appreciate and love it as one of his most imperative records. Chinese Democracy is a record that defies the norm not for what it took to make it to store shelves but for what secrets are shared within the songs. The lyrics evoke crystalline scenes and set the stage for blood-spattered theater. All too often we lose ourselves in another person so much so that we never dare prepare for their adieu and when it ends, it feels like an apocalypse of the heart. Listening to Chinese Democracy reminds me that we’re all misfits trying to make a home for ourselves. When the foundation of a relationship collapses like a building demolition, our life and our dreams collapse with it. By dismantling the paradigm of a conventional record, Axl Rose and Guns N’ Roses dives deep into the quagmire of hell on and takes the listener along for the journey. Inside of are fourteen paintings full of venom, paranoia, longing, pleading and resolution. Many know of this record, but few have truly listened to it. This in itself is a shame, because Axl Rose has never sounded more alive and authentic than he does on Chinese Democracy

Anthony Kuzminski is a Chicago based writer and Special Features Editor for the antiMusic Network. His daily writings can be read at The Screen Door. He can be contacted at thescreendoor AT gmail DOT com and can be followed on Twitter